Mickey, I'm really sorry to hear that. Many good vibes for you and your Mum. This spring was the first time in my whole life that someone very close to me died. (I'm very lucky that way) I took a lot of comfort in knowing that Gwen lives on in a lot of ways and that I can still feel her energy around every once in a while. I like to bastardize physics and remind myself that energy can neither be created nor destroyed.