Sums it up: "I've always had to do this, and doing what I like to do has cost me in the material world," he says over dinner one night. "To me, music is all about intention. You have to play for the cause. Music today sounds like it was built in a shopping center. The problem is the church is out of it, that emotional pull is gone. I just wish something would come along that scared me, spirit-wise, something so completely new that it makes you go, 'What was that?'"